I let you go,
I watched you fall,
Even though I didn't encourage,
I didn't help you change.
There was always something
holding me back.
Now I am afraid,
but you helped me.

One fate deciding moment,
the longest second of your life,
Ran into your heart
And it killed mine
To face reality
To find out you may not be here
Anymore.

All day I have I been hiding
My own emotion, my own tears,
When I found out this morning
The years circled around my eyes
Reaping tears of guilt
That I have left you hanging
That I took away my chance
To keep a friendship living.

Your title,
Best friend,
Dangles inches from my
skull
Sister of another world
Angel of Strength
Flower among the thorn patch.
I miss you
I haven't let you go,
I still want to be there
I was just afraid.
Please come back to the sun
Do you remember what it's like?

The hill I left you climbing on-
I go back to it each night,
Reflecting on so much
It is actually really cold up here.
How could I have left you.
There's no way you could be happy
There's no way you could be free.
This is not how I saw you.
I can still picture you happy
I can still picture you free,
And that is what I want.